i'm in with sway, with the turn the shitty times into art...
What you're saying here very roughly reminds me of some of my most nihilistic times back when i was 19. Different circumstances though but nevermind. This is exactly when is tarted recording to 4track and first created the home impirnt of Greed Rex which was developped as something "real" a few years later. I would also do lots of photos, weird artwork, drawing with pencils, looooooooooooong walks, WRITING,writing, writing.
This is all the more interesting as you can still keep this stuff and check it out years later and realize you had still remained creative at that time and it does help when you're IN the shit.
And travelling but it does cost money and is not always possible.
All the above was still good to me at the time at that time.
I understand you just realized that you had no more interest in yr own music these days but mmm you should start a new project, different name (which makes sense as you're in a process of maturing and changing anyways), different stuff.
Turn the gloom into creative outpiut, no matter how useless you THINK it might be.
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