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Originally Posted by ZEROpumpkins
I could rant on about what exactly is wrong, but I'll try to keep it short: Nothing happens in my life aside from the daily routine. I get on the bus, go to school, talk to some people I hang out with, avoid awkward conversations with people I sort-of know, go home, then start again the next day. Weekends are spent at home 75% of the time. My friends live too far away. Worst of all is the total inability to make music. It was probably the only thing I did in my free time, and something I was actually satisfied with for a small time, but now everything that motivated me is gone.
I understand that life gets better after high school, but I want to know if there is a way to cope with it. I am actually scared that I will kill myself sometime soon if something does not change. Seriously. This is not a sympathy thread. I don't want to hear "everything will be ok". I want to hear your experiences and how you coped with them. Thanks.
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I was kind of thinking this last Friday on my 19 hour work day. I was really depressed but then I smokked a joint....felt better. I really don't know how to cope with it. I always told myself things may get better...but that doesn't help really...