[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by This Is Not Here

I get this, but my mother does accept that I smoke, and when she comes out into the garden whilst I'm having a ciggy-fag shes looks at me with a quiet sense of sadness, as if smoking is one stop off being a hard drug addict.

The sad thing is, shes kinda right, I'm no drug addict, but certainly a heavy user. I'm getting a little worried about it now. I'm currently embarking on a month of heavy drug usage at weekends, this saturday night gone at a club I took 0.7 gram of amphetamine, and 2 Es. This coming weekend I beleive will entail MDMA and 2-cp. The weekend after that is another night at the club Slimelight, so I could well take what I did a couple of days ago again. The weekend after that is a festival, so whatever we find, but only MDMA is certain. I dunno what to make of this really, I've been taking hard drugs for about a year now, but never lots of weeks in succession like this, so I don't know whether to be worried or just enjoy my holidays...

attention: you are not bobby gillespie and it is not 1988.