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people don't realize that they can be skinny too if they work at it. if you want it bad enough, you can have it and that's one of the ideas behind anorexia. it's about self control and perserverence. it's about percieved perfection and you CAN NOT get it out of your head once it gets in. i know. i was anorexic when i was in 8th grade. all i thought about was counting calories. i got better on my own and now due to a totally unrelated number of reasons i'm as skinny as i was then. i don't feel any pressures or triggers because i've moved on and gotten past that but i certainly wouldn't be very happy if i gained a bunch of weight back. that's normal female mentality. no one wants to be fat. some people just got the short end of the stick in that area.
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