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I thought about it for some time last year when I was going through real dark times of my life. But, then things started to lighten up and now I'm just wondering at how I can look at thinghs from a completely different perspective.

As for the selfishness mentioned above...suicide is NOT a selfish thing as long as you're the in the world left alone by yourself, you have no relatives, no loved ones...no one that would mourn you. In a case like that, nobody gives a shit and you're free to die.