[luxinterior]

Thanks for taking the time to write all of that (I really need to browse through that excellent site you've posted).

The stalking thing just makes me hesitant to form any sort of close friendships in the future. These weren't people who had the hots for me, they just wouldn't leave me the hell alone. They couldn't deal with the fact that they were terrible, obnoxious people who no one in their right mind would want to be around for an extended period of time.

Anyway, I just like being alone in the same way other people like being surrounded by their friends at all times. Whenever my friends come home to visit, I sort of look forward to seeing them, but it's always more of a hassle than anything else. I don't want to sound ungrateful, but I get very little enjoyment out of their company. I'm also not used to being around people my own age. I don't know how to approach these people, or what to talk about, or how to begin relating to them. I rarely talk to the people in my classes at school. It sounds stupid, but the only people I genuinely enjoy being with are my family. We fight all the time, but I don't even care. Maybe I can get one of my brothers to graduate high school a few years early, and then we can go to the same college and be housemates.